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I do not want things to change ever.. be here with me be transparent and ever honest with me and I will still be that, with you. I'm sorry. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|10:49 pm] |
what blocks our way? Pride, misunderstandings and unresolved matters.
Maybe humility can clear that way. Apology starts the mend If you don't try You will never win. If you end up with no response, nothing. You won. because you've Tried.
I won. Because I have tried. Still hoping for the best. Hoping you will see what I really want you to be. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2009|10:56 pm] |
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OMG I HATE GHOSTS!!! |
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[Oct. 26th, 2009|11:05 pm] |
i have not hear from you today. |
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I'm sticking with you, Cause I'm Made up of Glue. |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2009|11:02 pm] |
I hate that i love you I hate that you hate me I hate that I don't know how to fix this but I love you. Good luck for your Os, it determines your next season in life. Take care.
It hurts to stand up for yourself when you only have yourself to depend on. It hurts to stand up for your priorities when they are yours only and people don't understand. It's hard to be everywhere at one time. It's hard to be me. Nobody knows. They probably don't care but i don't blame them I do it for us.
Something I had for Lecture today:
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[Oct. 20th, 2009|10:29 pm] |
God is really wonderful. Really. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2009|02:01 am] |
10 more days Yay
School starts. I got 4-5 hours of sleep.
Shopping with Gen tmr. With no money hehe.
Ta. |
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[Oct. 18th, 2009|12:15 am] |
I'm half way through. I'm doing good
His mother called to check on me. They also loved the brownies and that made me smile too.
schools in. Holiday's out.
I pray for a gentler season ahead. Please. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2009|04:13 am] |
what issit with people who comes to everyone and say 'I do not care' and are not interested in the kind heart-ed world but trying so hard to seek for it at the same time? even if it's just right in front of them What are they really saying?
They don't care? or They want you to care.
They want you to prove them wrong. I think patience is just the thing to do it. If that's the case, I'm in. cause I care. Whether or not you're with me.
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I had one heck of a 3-5 Min phone call tonight. Thanks Dear. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2009|12:00 am] |
Heart, I know I've been hard on you. I'm sorry for the things I've put you through Before you start to break on me I ask for sympathy I need to make you see.
Give it time, help me through. Heart, we can do this together.
Your my strength, your my soul. I need you now more then ever
Heart, All the hurt will soon be gone, If you'll just keep on being strong. You will always be my friend So keep on hanging in And we'll find love again
'Cause you will always be my friend So keep on hanging in, And we'll find love again. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2009|05:42 pm] |
Baked butter cookies and all. Baking brownies for the community tomorrow. Excitezxz
Had Gen stay over last night. I just woke up she left for St Annes long ago. What a get HTHT marathon. <3
Boys, pls come back soon. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2009|08:25 pm] |
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I'll never be sorry for being unwavering. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2009|12:24 am] |
GoodJob with the brownies and the projects! Credits to RACHEL TAY AND LYNN!
John Tan Smsed me today. his going out field tmr till sunday, again. Please be safe. 2 weeks ish left to go.
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Sometimes i don't understand people who expect something or a status to be given to them for not putting in any effort at all. Seriously, You can try respecting the elder in my hse, The furniture in my room and the people under the same Roof or at least be nice to me.
Cause I really don't like you and I don't like the idea of you having the intention of carrying part of my name in future, without deserving any bit of it. if thats what you want. Try harder. That was a chance given if you can't read. |
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[Oct. 12th, 2009|03:46 am] |
I am after all a really lucky girl. My parents bought a sewing machine and oven! So Liz and i can start baking and i can start doing my crafts!
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I had a great chat with Wins!
I hope John is out in taiwan enjoying.... hmm |
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[Oct. 11th, 2009|12:40 am] |
I've come to realise it was 23 days instead of 21 as i wait for the arrival BR1226
Had Dinner with the Exco.. Im starting to love them like A lot.. I love genuine fellowship.
I want a sewing machine really badly.
Ta. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2009|03:57 am] |
day 3/4
I went shopping with rach. ready to get our hands dirty with handicrafts. minds of entrepreneur ready to run. I hope this works
Happy 9th, precious one. be safe. stay away from typhoon if theres any or grab something.. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2009|06:29 pm] |
My sister is addicted to bonitochico. maybe she should marry that instead she'll be happy.
day 2 ish. im going to Just Asia and meet Leonard, Cassilda and Rachel. And stuff Ice cream into our silly faces and fall sick! Yay us!
PS. im with you always. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2009|01:43 am] |
Day 1 without the other.
So for this 21 days I will blog boringly.. till John comes back to Singapore. Today, achieved more than 18 hours of quality time accompanied with all the misery of the trip.
Hi Gen, We are in this together. |
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