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[Feb. 8th, 2010|05:59 pm] |
sometimes, people don't get themselves.
so we gotta tell them
But sometimes, that doesn't work out,
Cause they can't accept how monster-ress they can be.
Those who are wise will learn
Those who are not will lose and that's not the saddest.
What is sad is, they will only realise that when its all gone.
Good luck. |
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| TP |
[Feb. 4th, 2010|11:10 am] |
Tp is retarded to have exams right after CNY.
heartless ppl.
The older i grow, the more people i see.
More hurt i get
The more categories there are.
Now there is a hopeless category. just make sure you're not in there.
If i don't seem to care, then its too late.
wahaha. |
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| I shouldn't have tried and thought everything was all the while alright |
[Jan. 25th, 2010|05:51 pm] |
I can't make my own decisions
Or make any with precision
Well maybe you should tie me up
So i don't go where you don't want me
You say that i've been changing
That i'm not just simply Ageing
Well how could that be logical?
Just keep on craming ideas down my throat
Woah
You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger i might have to bend it back
And break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger i'll point you to the mirror
If Gods the game that you're playing
Well we must get more aquainted
Because it has to be so lonely to be the only one who's holy
It's just my humble opinion but it's one that i believe in
You don't deserve a point of view
If the only thing you see is you |
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| 10/01/10 |
[Jan. 10th, 2010|08:20 pm] |
Today is the beginning of a change.
A change which was approved by Daddy Lord during mass today,
A change that is going to cause many discomfort and misunderstanding
A change that is going to need a lot of fixing
A change that is going to make everything genuine again.
Real again
true again
Happy again
After all, what the hell is a community which forces people to be perfect and still say, "We are imperfect." ; taking the emotions of our friends for granted till it turn them off, drives them away and crazy. ; and end up with more pressure.
people once belong has gone away.
It did happen and you know it.
I never thought i will be one of them
A necessity.
I need to start loving myself first before i do anything else.
I appreciate everything that I've received the past 2 years.
But I have to do this now.
goodbye. Till den.
I love you, all. |
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| I'm a rockstar. |
[Dec. 12th, 2009|11:41 pm] |
"Leaders should behave a certain way"
Screw that.
I'm a rockstar, i do it which ever way I want.
Don't try to talk me out of it.
I may have changed to a person i was meant to be.
But deep inside, i will always be a rockstar.
Always. |
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| I'm a disgusting bitch |
[Dec. 12th, 2009|01:05 am] |
I am what i hate.
I hate what i feel right now.
every week is the same
Chances are just repeats of history.
and making of misery.
God's home for me was my ministry
What issit really now?
Home is what owns and protects my emotions. What holds my success is my happiness as i smile at what i do at my very place.
Lord, is where i seek your face through people and friends.
But what is this?
I go to school and try my best.
I take long rides from home to everywhere
I try to spend time with people I love and with that comes sacrifices too.
I go on fridays to your home.
Where i grew.
Why do i feel like this is not just it?
I don;t feel good or happy anymore like I used to when i do what i do.
And why am i still doing it so darn faithfully?
Issit because of the pray i prayed and the promises i've made?
Or do i really see something beyond this unhappiness.
Something i will feel grateful for someday.
Something good might happen without me ever knowing it ever.
What issit Lord?
cause i cant understand standing amongst people who made me who I thought you wanted me to be. This doesn't feel like it.
I WANNA STOP THIS NOW.
Cause i am homeless and that's not right.
Its just not that simple anymore. |
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| All of our friends saw from the start. |
[Dec. 5th, 2009|01:35 pm] |
"Built To Last"
I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 3rd, 2009|12:28 am] |
Lord, I wanna depend on you again.
as i let go, I'll let you take it.
Equip me with what I am capable of doing.
Doing good in your glory
Victory
and create a testimony. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 1st, 2009|11:41 am] |
as i lay in bed after such a demoralized day, with my hands and legs hurting from te walking and head spinning from the serving at some wedding.
I decided to spend sometime with Mary.. So i crowned my Dog with my rosary and she prayed with me.
I had a bad day father.
Justice doesnt seem to come my way.
Hardwork don't seem to be paying off.
Good deeds are left unsaid and the bad stays. |
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[Dec. 1st, 2009|11:33 am] |
Barack Obama:
Making your mark on the world is hard. If it were easy, everybody would do it. But it's not. It takes patience, it takes commitment, and it comes with plenty of failure along the way. The real test is not whether you avoid this failure, because you won't. it's whether you let it harden or shame you into inaction, or whether you learn from it; whether you choose to persevere. |
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| My lovely God Brother Jeremiah (miah) |
[Nov. 25th, 2009|10:03 pm] |
LYNNADELE says:
*how are u
& Dan.. says:
*We're good. Melbourne was a blast!
LYNNADELE says:
*did the boys go to?
& Dan.. says:
*Yeah
LYNNADELE says:
*shiok
& Dan.. says:
*Although miah did say he went already before we left
LYNNADELE says:
*huh
*HHHAHAA
*he dreamt of it issit
& Dan.. says:
*Of course he also said he saw penguins and kangas
*Before
LYNNADELE says:
*wow..
*Jesus must have brought him before you could
*hahahahhahaa
*so cute.
& Dan.. says:
*It was.. In the beginning
*Then it became like for everything else |
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[Nov. 25th, 2009|04:30 pm] |
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Sometimes we become the person we despise |
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| and i still do. |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|10:49 pm] |
I do not want things to change ever..
be here with me
be transparent and ever honest with me
and I will still be that, with you.
I'm sorry. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|10:49 pm] |
what blocks our way?
Pride, misunderstandings and unresolved matters.
Maybe humility can clear that way.
Apology starts the mend
If you don't try
You will never win.
If you end up with no response, nothing.
You won. because you've Tried.
I won. Because I have tried.
Still hoping for the best.
Hoping you will see what I really want you to be. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2009|10:56 pm] |
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OMG I HATE GHOSTS!!! |
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| 20/23 |
[Oct. 26th, 2009|11:05 pm] |
i have not hear from you today. |
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| Sticky. 19/23 |
[Oct. 25th, 2009|10:31 pm] |
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I'm sticking with you, Cause I'm Made up of Glue. |
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| 16/23 two of the most important people in my life. |
[Oct. 22nd, 2009|11:02 pm] |
I hate that i love you
I hate that you hate me
I hate that I don't know how to fix this
but I love you.
Good luck for your Os, it determines your next season in life.
Take care.
It hurts to stand up for yourself when you only have yourself to depend on.
It hurts to stand up for your priorities when they are yours only and people don't understand.
It's hard to be everywhere at one time.
It's hard to be me.
Nobody knows.
They probably don't care
but i don't blame them
I do it for us.
Something I had for Lecture today:
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